Wednesday, May 18, 2005

continuing on...

Well, another few days have gone by and I still haven't gotten a lot done, but that's okay. :)
I've started learning how to read the tarot and am having a wonderful experience with that, although it's much more complicated that I first thought. There is so much to remember and so many different ways to go with it, I feel that I will never tire of using these cards. They seem to get straight to the point, and are so helpful when you have a question or just need some new inspirations. Whatever you do with them, you can't do it wrong, and I like that feature a whole lot. :)
I am learning more and more about myself also as time goes on, like I think I know my purpose in this life, it is one of educating, and also something to do with helping others to heal their spirits. Being one with the hawk is telling me that I am a messenger, I can help others in this way, and all I need to do now is try to realize that what I am hearing is right, and that I do have things that are worthwhile to share with others. This is a good life, and I feel like I might finally be on the right track. I wonder why it has taken so long though! Grrr...:)

Sunday, May 08, 2005

First Blog Ever

Just to introduce myself and let you know what I am thinking these days.
I've been searching for a long time for the answer to the questions, "Why am I here?" And "What is my purpose in this life?"
Lately the answers have been coming at me and I am thinking this would be a good way to get my thoughts straight and possibly get some feedback.
I've always known that I have very deep perceptions of how people are feeling. Not sure where it comes from but possibly the upbringing I had got it all started. I may go into that more later, but for now I am testing the water so to speak.
A lot of people lately have been talking like this might be the end of the world because so much is happening in the way of spirituality. More and more people are becoming aware of the spirits that surround us and more and more people are searching for the same answers as I.
I think the most important thing I've learned lately is to trust my instincts, to believe in the lessons I am getting and to let go and let God.
Also, although I am learning a lot, I have to remember that I still am not an expert and I have to watch so I don't push others too hard. Or to try too hard myself to convince them I am right. I have to learn that when they are ready, they will listen and by forcing the knowledge on them, they are only turned away.
That's all for today. Nice to meet you.